i'll come back up, you'll see

i keep thinking i should write something but my words are dark and broken...i don't want to put that out there. i hope tomorrow is better than today.  my head feels better but my heart hurts and i don't know what to do to make it stop.  i'm so tired of being me.  where can i sign up for reincarnation or a brain and heart transplant?  i can't do it anymore.