today is not a great day. i've discovered i'm terribly shallow and i'm afraid others are equally so. i hope they're not, and i should give my friends more credit, but with the amount of emphasis they (especially the guys) place on appearance, my fear is understandable.
now and then i get a cold sore. i haven't had one in quite a while, so i guess the virus decided to make up for lost time and i currently have multiple swollen blisters on my mouth. this makes me terribly self conscious because my normal average appearance is now horribly haggard.
so, maybe this is to help me appreciate normalcy and stop complaining that i'm not one of the pretty girls.
ok, i'm done with the shallow. i did organize the movie night, despite my altered appearance. i don't know how many people are coming, because a lot of people had other plans (i'm trying to keep myself from dwelling on the fact that some of them have plans together and none of them thought to invite me), so far i'm pretty sure that HeyPay, The Artist, and his girlfriend are coming; Pola and Will both said they might come.
Will left his phone at home and didn't get the text, but he messaged me on fb and asked if i wanted to go to a dollar movie with him and Drummerboy. i informed him of the movie night at my house and he said he might be able to come if the dollar movie doesn't work out. so maybe he does miss me a bit after all.
the weather is cold and gloomy today but i'm actually grateful for the cold. i sleep better when i'm snuggled up in blankets. i'm really looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow. i do need to study and probably go up to school tomorrow to take my spanish test. i just couldn't today.
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